"...when the bells rings, the angel will fly..."

Chrysalis
Like a tiger
Know how to lure you with my feline's touch
A trouble spider
Can make a trap to catch the one I want
But fine as a white dove
I'd do anything for the one I love
To get that one kiss
I'll wait patiently like a chrysalis

Just remember
That I can be strong and tender
Just remember and beware

Cause I know the way to break your heart
The way to tell a lie like you do
Oh yes
I know the way to make you cry
The way to give you doubts
Like you do

Satisfy me
Want you to treat me like I'm a queen bee
The woman in me
Just like a wild horse I need to run free
Like a butterfly
I can be sweet and very infantile
A viper, a cobra
I also can be viciously unkind
Just remember that I can be strong and tender
Just remember and beware

Cause I know the way to break your heart
The way to tell a lie
Like you do
Oh yes I know
The way to make you cry
The way to give you doubts
Like you do

I know the way to break your heart
The way to tell a lie
Like you do
Oh yes I know
The way to make you cry
The way to give you doubts
Like you do

I know
Just remember
I can do what you do
I know
Just remember
And beware

I know the way to break your heart
The way to tell a lie
Like you do
Oh yes I know
The way to break your heart
The way to tell a lie
Like you do

Oh yes I know
The way to make you cry
The way to give you doubts
Like you do

Cause I know
The way to break your heart
The way to tell a lie
Like you do
Oh yes I know
The way to break your heart...

by Anggun

... bali
most of the times i were went to the beach of course (which actually i didn't do a lot) i found it nice for me.

except that i try to go to Gay bars again. But still not much changing there.

still the same type of people there. not try to judge it but just express what i feel and saw. because if i try to judge them it won't be nice because i also realize and aware that i also imperfect so probably i also do many mistakes which i can't help...

The only impression i got there is not comfortable and i feel that some of people are try to do something that degrading their self.
Why?
this kind of question i asked many times...
Actually this "Why?" Questions i asked to my self isn't really for the "degrading" things but more to "uncomfortable" feelings i have.

Maybe it was only me - my self. But there's not really true because if i feel uncomfortable there's must be something or more than one things that cause it.

Is it all from my self or other factors also causing it? Is the other factor is relevant and just naturqally or is it created by some people that didn't able to accept me as i'm?

then again why question is came up my mind....

uurgghhhh

i dunno.. i just do it no matter what i feel that day or later will go away again.

:)

ik geniet van de lekkere zon... Horray...

Je suis née à l'envers
Tout au bout de la mer
Dans un lotus ouvert
Aux bras de Shiva Loin de chez toi
J'ai grandi, j'ai rêvé
Aux pays des orchidées Aux masques rouges et dorés
Qui marquent mon âme Aussi fort que tes charmes
Et j'ai suivi le chant de mes veines
Aussi loin que m'entraînent tes pas
J'ai tourné la rose des vents vers tes plaines
Si fort que j'en saigne parfois Loin de chez moi
J'ai appris ton espace
Les saisons froides qui passent Nos coeurs à la surface
Au nord de mes lois Plus au nord que tu crois
Je veux t'emmener là Marcher la tête en bas
Saluer Ganesha Sur les cendres chaudes
De mes rêves émeraude
Et j'ai suivi le chant de mes veines
Aussi loin que m'emmène ta voix
J'ai tourné la rose des vents vers tes plaines
Si fort que j'en saigne parfois
J'ai lâché la rose des vents pour tes signes sur moi
Et je sens ses épines sur moi
Et si je suis fidèle Aux flèches des hirondelles
Aux elfes qui m'ensorcellent
Au nom de ta voix Où que tu sois
J'appellerai toujours La croix du sud au secours
Quand je serai à mon tour
La rose des vents, qui guide les amants
Si j'ai suivi le chant de mes veines
Aussi loin que m'emmène ta voix
J'ai tourné la rose des vents vers tes plaines
Si fort que j'en saigne parfois
Je serai la rose des vents qui parfume
Tes jours et tes lunes
Chez moi, chez moi

Summer Top 100

De zomer kan officieel beginnen! Want op 21 juni zendt MTV de Summer Top 100 uit. Jullie hebben gestemd en zie hier het resultaat. Kijken dus 21 juni tussen 07.00 en 17.00 uur de Summer Top 100 op MTV.

1 DJ Jazzy Jeff & The Fresh Prince-Summertime
2 AIR-All I Need
3 Nelly-Hot in Herre
4 U2-Beautifull Day
5 Bob Marley & Funkstar Deluxe-Sun Is Shining
6 10CC-Dreadlock Holiday
7 Beyonce & Jay-Z-Crazy In Love
8 Coldplay-Clocks
9 Chris Isaak-Wicked game
10 Bueno Vista Social Club-Chan Chan
11 Justin Timberlake-Senorita
12 Snoop Dogg & Pharell Williams-Beautiful
13 Norah Jones-Sunrise
14 Outkast-Hey Ya
15 Natalie Imbruglia-Torn
16 Tom Browne-Funkin' For Jamaica
17 Lenny Kravitz-Let love rule
18 Groove Armada-My Friend
19 Shaft-Sway
20 White Stripes-7 Nation Army
21 Los Del Rio-Macarena
22 Santana ft Wyclef Jean-Maria Maria
23 Black Eyed Peas-Where Is The Love
24 Manu Chao-Me Gustas Tu
25 Sean Paul-Gimme The Light
26 R Kelly & Jay-Z-Fiesta
27 Los Lobos-La Bamba
28 Junior Jack-E Samba
29 Fugees-Fu-Gee-La
30 D*Note-Shed My Skin
31 David Bowie-Let's Dance
32 2 Pac ft Dr Dre-California Love (remix)
33 Shakira-Whenever, Wherever
34 Jarabe-De Palo Bonito
35 Bob Marley-Could You Be Loved
36 Freestylers-Push Up
37 OMC-How Bizarre
38 Ryan Paris-Dolce Vita
39 Krezip-I Would Stay
40 Beck-Loser
41 Stardust-The Music Sounds Better With You
42 Kylie Minogue-Slow
43 Maroon 5-This Love
44 Jimmy Cliff-Reggae Night
45 Tim Deluxe-It Just Won't Do
46 Red Hot Chilli Peppers-Road Trippin'
47 B-52's-Love Shack
48 Michael Jackson-They Don't Care About Us
49 Blu Cantrell & Sean Paul-Breathe
50 Des'ree-Life
51 Spiller-Groovejet
52 David Lee Roth-California Girls
53 Kelis-Trick Me
54 Freakpower-Tune In, Turn On, Cop Out
55 Crowded House-Weather With You
56 Shapshifters-Lola's Theme
57 Nelly Furtado-I'm Like A Bird
58 Fun Loving-Criminals Loco
59 Apollo 440-Ain't Talking Bout Dub
60 Usher-Yeah
61 Bryan Adams-Summer Of 69
62 Wayne Wonder-No Letting Go
63 Outlandish-Aicha
64 Toploader-Dancing In The Moonlight
65 Sunclub-Fiesta
66 Massive Attack-Unfinished Sympathy
67 Thicke-When I Get You Alone
68 Faithless-God is A DJ
69 Kaoma-Lambada
70 Santana ft Rob Thomas-Smooth
71 Kevin Little-Turn Me On
72 Pink-Get The Party Started
73 Aswad-Shine
74 Dodgy-Good Enough
75 Jennifer Lopez-Let's Get Loud
76 Nelly-Work It
77 Sheryl Crow-All I Wanna Do
78 Bob Marley-Stir It Up
79 Delirium-Silence
80 Sugababes-Stronger
81 Robbie Williams-Road To Mandalay
82 Daft Punk-One More Time
83 Wham-Club Tropicana
84 Nelly Furtado-Forca
85 Sisqo-Thong Song
86 Blind Melon-No Rain
87 Groove Armada-Superstylin'
88 Janet Jackson-Together Again
89 Smash Mouth-Walking On The Sun
90 Lumidee-Never Leave You
91 Madonna-La Isla Bonita
92 Blur-Song 2
93 De La Soul-Say No Go
94 Moloko-Sing It Back
95 Duran Duran-Rio
96 Lauryn Hill-Doo Wop (That Thing)
97 Mousse T-Horny '98
98 Jamiroquai-Too Young To Die
99 Lenny Kravitz-I Belong To You
100 Bob Marley-Jamming

— by Carl Davis

From the time Disney's "Snow White" first hit the big screen seven decades ago, the animated film has been a mainstay of popular culture — in the U.S. and around the globe. Nowhere is this more true than in Japan, where animation has become so stylized and sophisticated that its particular contribution to the genre has earned its own name: anime.

One of the modern masters of anime is Hayao Miyazaki, and it's no wonder that the filmmaker (often called the "Walt Disney of Japan") and his legendary studio, Ghibli, partnered up with Disney's Miramax to release his impressive collection of films here in the U.S. Beginning with 1997's "Princess Mononoke," to the most recent release of his latest flight of fancy, "Howl's Moving Castle," Miramax has been offering up Miyazaki's works to audiences in both the original Japanese and all-star dubbed versions. Whatever language its characters speak, the release of a new Miyazki movie is no small matter, and "Howl's Moving Castle" marks an excellent opportunity to look back at some of the greatest anime features of all time.


"Appleseed" (2004)




The year is 2131 A.D., and the world has been devastated by years of war. Now, the remnants of humanity and their greatest creation, the genetically engineered "bioroids," are trying to rebuild society. Smarter and stronger than humans, but also sterile, the bioroids have built the technological utopia of Olympus. When humans attack the bioroid-controlled city, the mercenary Deunen and her cyborg lover, Briareos, are forced to choose sides. The meditations on existence take a backseat to the non-stop action in this visually groundbreaking, big-budget, theatrical remake of Masamune Shirow's manga (comic book) of the same name. Director Shinji Aramaki's film combines traditional hand-drawn animation with cutting-edge computer technology in a process called "cel-shading." This technique gives the film a more fluid look and much greater depth than 2-D animation alone and could help to revolutionize the future of anime.


"Spirited Away" (2001) / "Princess Mononoke" (1997)




Miyazaki won an Oscar in 2003 for "Spirited Away," his anime masterpiece. Still the highest-grossing film of all time in Japan, the movie tells the story of Chihiro, a young girl whose greedy parents are turned into pigs while she is put to work in a bizarre resort for a horde of monsters and demons. As much a critique on


rampant consumerism as it is an "Alice in Wonderland"-style adventure, Chihiro's journey is actually one of self-discovery, as she matures from a spoiled brat into a responsible, self-confident young woman. The theatrical release of "Princess Mononoke" helped to introduce Miyazki to a larger audience here in the U.S. Set in 14th-century Japan, the movie follows Ashitaka, who receives a fatal wound defending his village from a demon and must seek out the deer god, Shishigami, to help cure him. Along the way, he becomes embroiled in the battle between the wolf god, Moro, and the miners of Iron Town. San, a young girl who was raised by Moro, is his only hope of ending the conflict and finding Shishigami. Miyazki's message about the sacredness of the natural environment isn't lost among the action and violence — rather, it's handled with his trademark blend of beauty and sophistication.


"Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust" (2000)

The long-awaited sequel to the anime cult hit, "Vampire Hunter D," "Bloodlust" finds the titular anti-hero hired by a rich family to retrieve their young daughter from the vampire, Meier Link. This won't be easy, for in the year 12,090 A.D., vampires rule the night and their many minions keep them well-guarded. D, part human and part vampire, is not easily deterred — but neither is his competition, the Marcus brothers, a motley crew of hunters also contracted by the girl's family to increase chances of her return to safety. This anime is not for those with weak hearts or stomachs, as D must hack and slash his way through a never-ending horde of mutated monstrosities in order to rescue the girl and claim his reward.

Ik voel je om me heen, ik denk alleen aan jou
Ik hoor je stem
Ik zie je overal, ik neem je altijd mee
Waar ik ook ben
Zo tastbaar en zo dichtbij, hou jij je vast aan mij?

Waar ik ben, daar ben jij, je bent eigenlijk nooit weggeweest
Als een schaduw volg je mij
Door mijn huis, door mijn hoofd, ik zou vrij zijn maar dat ben ik niet
Het is wel over, maar nog niet voorbij

Ik weet niet wat het is, maar ik mis je zo
Wat ik ook doe
Onzichtbaar, maar zo dichtbij
Hou jij je vast aan mij?

Zijn jouw dagen zonder mij beter dan ons leven samen?

Ik mis je dag & nacht zo onverwacht

I'm go to visit Volendam, city in near the sea. Their major income i think is a fishing and tourism. in this city we can still see how is traditional n old times life of fisherman and netherlandners. But of course technology also appears there.
So me and rob take a chance to make a pictures with their famous netherlands clothes collection Springs 2005
And the result is....
Click the pictures to see better of my face.

It's FUN....