"...when the bells rings, the angel will fly..."

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Chrysalis
Like a tiger
Know how to lure you with my feline's touch
A trouble spider
Can make a trap to catch the one I want
But fine as a white dove
I'd do anything for the one I love
To get that one kiss
I'll wait patiently like a chrysalis

Just remember
That I can be strong and tender
Just remember and beware

Cause I know the way to break your heart
The way to tell a lie like you do
Oh yes
I know the way to make you cry
The way to give you doubts
Like you do

Satisfy me
Want you to treat me like I'm a queen bee
The woman in me
Just like a wild horse I need to run free
Like a butterfly
I can be sweet and very infantile
A viper, a cobra
I also can be viciously unkind
Just remember that I can be strong and tender
Just remember and beware

Cause I know the way to break your heart
The way to tell a lie
Like you do
Oh yes I know
The way to make you cry
The way to give you doubts
Like you do

I know the way to break your heart
The way to tell a lie
Like you do
Oh yes I know
The way to make you cry
The way to give you doubts
Like you do

I know
Just remember
I can do what you do
I know
Just remember
And beware

I know the way to break your heart
The way to tell a lie
Like you do
Oh yes I know
The way to break your heart
The way to tell a lie
Like you do

Oh yes I know
The way to make you cry
The way to give you doubts
Like you do

Cause I know
The way to break your heart
The way to tell a lie
Like you do
Oh yes I know
The way to break your heart...

by Anggun

Je suis née à l'envers
Tout au bout de la mer
Dans un lotus ouvert
Aux bras de Shiva Loin de chez toi
J'ai grandi, j'ai rêvé
Aux pays des orchidées Aux masques rouges et dorés
Qui marquent mon âme Aussi fort que tes charmes
Et j'ai suivi le chant de mes veines
Aussi loin que m'entraînent tes pas
J'ai tourné la rose des vents vers tes plaines
Si fort que j'en saigne parfois Loin de chez moi
J'ai appris ton espace
Les saisons froides qui passent Nos coeurs à la surface
Au nord de mes lois Plus au nord que tu crois
Je veux t'emmener là Marcher la tête en bas
Saluer Ganesha Sur les cendres chaudes
De mes rêves émeraude
Et j'ai suivi le chant de mes veines
Aussi loin que m'emmène ta voix
J'ai tourné la rose des vents vers tes plaines
Si fort que j'en saigne parfois
J'ai lâché la rose des vents pour tes signes sur moi
Et je sens ses épines sur moi
Et si je suis fidèle Aux flèches des hirondelles
Aux elfes qui m'ensorcellent
Au nom de ta voix Où que tu sois
J'appellerai toujours La croix du sud au secours
Quand je serai à mon tour
La rose des vents, qui guide les amants
Si j'ai suivi le chant de mes veines
Aussi loin que m'emmène ta voix
J'ai tourné la rose des vents vers tes plaines
Si fort que j'en saigne parfois
Je serai la rose des vents qui parfume
Tes jours et tes lunes
Chez moi, chez moi

we can't always expect to have a good days.
of course sometimes we will ahve a bad days. and for sure all of us will think that it's sucks.

but yeah that's life.

i never imagine how fast a love can become a hate.

believe me it's fast.

hate doesn't mean want to harms someone else. but hate can destroy.

friendship... nice words but sometimes it can be a mask. hope a mask to do a good things.

i really feel blessed. so far... until today i have so many friends that will support me in any troubles, a very little enemy which i admit probably it's all me who make them hate me but really i never intended to do anything that make people hate me.

i never think i have enemy but sometimes they think that they're my enemy or competitors.

i saw many this things happen in my beloved lands. sometimes when people just want to have fun somewhere, then the local or regular visitor in a place feel that we're their competitors.

i saw American Next Supermodel on tv.
They who have been nominated to Top 20 have free time to visit local Pub or Bars. They drinks and dance...
But suddenly some local girls make a problem out of it. then it become a fight.

after i saw Tsunami - Survival Stories on Discovery Chanel

... what i can't understand sometimes is

why we need such a disaster like tsunami, wtc air hijacking, or whatever to make they work together without seeing what their nationality or what their social status are.

they just do it without thinking what they will get and what tehy will loss

they just do.

why this world can't do that and have the feeling or together without such a disaster happen?

mmm...

i dunno

IELTS test done!!!!!
wacht op het uitslag....

but anyway i feel free already because i done it!

the speaking test i think i'm doing ok except nervous and it's pretty obvious to the lecturer but i do answer and explain well.
hehehe i never like being interviewed anyway.

so wish me luck coz i want to have at least 7 for the score.

Now dance with me with Anggun - Juste Être Une Femme

Dance baby yeah....

Not a good day even the weather so nice outside...

... is so PATHETIC !!!

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No offend but IT'S TRUE !!!!

late posting...
lazy fingers to make words
empty head and busy feet

so...

here i'm back again

try to give something back to you.

i feel a bite mellow today so i listen to 'ANGEL BY MY SIDE by DO'

since i feel like an angel ... hahhaa

which also even an angel have an angel by his side. i do have angels by my side. A lot of ANGELS... and they had been good to me

of course i would like to put songs in this web changing all the time. but the problems is i don't have any mid short songs file with me... and i also didn't have software who can convert mp3 to midifiles which i can make smaller also..

mmmm...

sometimes i feel naked... when walking somewhere around alone...

ciao

about the bad hair day..

until today i have 4 different gel or wax or whatever to make your hair look better. (even so before this gels i have more of try many stuff and i never satisfied)

maybe the hair just didn't wanty to compromise but....
one time i cut my hair in bali and i feel a bit confidance about it. but still... i don't think that hair style (punk) isn't really my caracter.

so...

i come to the netherland...

i try a hairdresser.. and WRONG...

i better not try it again

now.....

at night it's time to relax and watch movie and before sleep as always i will listen to C'est le début and The End Of A Story by Anggun

see you guys...

and keep perseveres